* THE FUTILE , open
Jun 13, 2013 23:50:49 GMT -5
Post by MARY JANE FOX on Jun 13, 2013 23:50:49 GMT -5
B A B Y G I R L, I ' M A B L U R .
Why was she here again? Oh yeah, she was dead.
It was still a hard concept for MJ to grasp, unlike the beer bottle that was in her left hand that she was clinging to like her dead life depended on it. Not that it really did, since her life ended about a month ago, but old habits died hard. Loud music coursed its way through the crowd and to her ears, the smell of booze mixed with sweat and sex filled the atmosphere of this out of control and out of class house party. MJ wasn't even sure why she was there let alone how she ended up with a free beer but hey, she wasn't going to complain. Beer was beer, and if it helped settle her nerves she was all for it. She had been here a month and she still had yet to meet someone, but she had to start somewhere, right? Right, but this house party was definitely getting out of hand.
As she slithered her way through the crowd MJ tried her best to keep her eyes on the floor and not on the people around her. There were girls topless, guys without pants on, people doing lines of coke in the bathroom - this place was a complete wreck. Surely the people who lived (for lack of better words) in this purgatory like state had more class then this, right? This evening was starting to make MJ wonder if she really was dead or not. This seemed like every other party she had went to when she was still alive, just more .. out of control. She scuffed at her unrealistic thoughts. I'm dead, she reminded herself in thought. Stop wishing you weren't and accept it.
Reaching the edge of the dancing people in the living room MJ managed to make her way outside, her cold beer still in her hand as she took a long sip. She grimaced at the taste, examining the bottle. Yup, beer still tasted like piss. Glancing to her left as she excited the back of the house for some fresh air she spotted a boy and a girl on the porch right outside the door, playing tonsil hockey it looked like. No longer wishing to carry her beer around MJ casually stood on her tippy toes and tipped the bottle over, pouring it out on the couple that apparently didn't care where they were. Disgusting. The girl gasped, and the boy broke his lips away from hers just to look at MJ as she carelessly dropped the bottle at their feet. "What the hell!" The guy protested, MJ merely shrugging smugly, responding with "Get a room, Christ."
With that she turned her heels and walked off into the lawn, reaching into her back pocket and pulling out her cellphone. She paused after seeing it in her hands, realizing she didn't know anyone. So even if she wanted to leave and go somewhere else the only option was to wonder around town alone. "Perfect," she muttered, slouching lightly as she stood in the fresh and crisp nighttime air.
_______________
TAGS: Open!