A Troubled Mind {Open}

[Desmond Tatum Thorton]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 340px; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding: 30px; border: #a0a0a0 solid 30px; ] I pretend I'm alright WORDS 814 OUTFIT CLICK TAGGED OPEN Desmond sat at his desk, fuming with anger. He had been texted back another rumor from this "gossip girl" person and normally, he would just ignore it and say it was just some silly rumor. But this time was different. Not only had she talked about him but she had also talked badly about Autumn. And he was having none of that at all. She said that he was dating Autumn which was far from the truth. They were just good friends, like family. And he would never dare to cheat on Bambi. So he wrote back on that stupid website and left a rather wordy but heated reply. He gave her the facts and it might have been plenty obvious that he was frustrated. Maybe she was just trying to rile him up but it definitely worked. With the reply sent in, he got up and did the only thing he could do when he was furious, he paced around. His mind swam with different but very painful thoughts. He wanted to punch something, strangle something. And for Des to have these tendencies, you knew that something was wrong. He wasn't even that angry around anyone as badly angered as he was now. The only person who might've seen him this angry before was Thor. But even that day, Des wasn't this angry. But he couldn't stand people like this gossip girl person. He was used to all sorts of bullying and spreading nasty rumors was another form of bullying. And yes it hurt but Des was bypassing the hurt and worrying about Autumn. She didn't deserve all of this. She didn't deserve it at all. He grunted in frustration, the pacing around wasn't helping and the two pups knew that something was wrong so they were right at his side all the time. Bambi was out doing some work but she would see or hear the rumor eventually. But she would have to know that it was just a rumor and that he would always love her more than anything right? Wait, was this hesitation? Why wasn't he sure how his girlfriend felt about him? With another frustrated grunt, he threw himself down onto the couch and the pups jumped on after him to inspect him. This whole situation was upsetting him more than it had to. This person was getting under his skin badly. The more gentle of the pups waddled up to his face and whimpered slightly, giving Des little licks on the cheek. He sighed slightly and gave the pup a little pet on the head, which made him get a few more licks on the cheeks. He felt the pups curl up next to him, the gentle one at his chest and the other at his feet. Before he knew it though, he had closed his eyes and fallen asleep for a good few hours. When he awoke, he stretched a little. He got up since the pups weren't at his side. He was feeling a bit better as he headed back into his room. He flipped his laptop screen up and he refreshed the page on the gossip website. Curiosity got the better of him. He scrolled down the page and saw a new reply from Gossip Girl. She pushed him even more than before. She called him a manipulator still but what was worse was that she dragged Bambi into her nasty little lies. Des couldn't control his rage. He growled and slammed his fist into the wall. When he removed his fist, there was a nice little hole in the wall. He was going out, he needed something to drink. He grabbed his keys and leather jacket and slammed the door behind him. He made his way into the club and immediately went over to the bar. "Get me a few shots of vodka." The bartender, one of his friends from theater classes nodded her head. He ran a hand through his hair with an angry sigh. He could faintly hear voices mentioning him along with the music and he clenched his fists tightly. The bartender brought back the drink and he downed it imediately. He completely ignored the burn of it in his throat. His friend glanced at him in worry and said, "I'd take it slow if I were you. Besides, I imagine that you're plenty upset about those new little rumors about you. Just don't get so riled up. It'll give her what she wants." He sighed and looked up at her, his blue eyes deeply hurt. "Thanks..." He pulled out his phone as another shot was handed to him. He went through his contacts and stopped when he hit Thor's name. Maybe he should contact him. Then again, that probably wasn't the best idea in his current state. He just sat at the bar, hunched over and very deep in thought. but it's never enough

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